Good! keep it up! your manic displacement activities with Pinegrow have probably kept you sane then and out of trouble and were very productive to watch! dont worry, thats what the Internet and web sites are all about! its not real, its all escapism and fantasy! the same as the movies…books. just stare at something else in an harmless manner and pretend your getting somewhere/making a difference somewhere in the world! and, you never know, occassionally, you just might! by either accident or intent! so, keep the manic productivity up! your doing some fine stuff, and dont worry about the manic bit, that will pass, and leave a trail of creativity behind! GREAT! it could be much worse in the hands of a less accomplished creative!
and in the past few weeks, my Aunt (mothers sister) has died, Ive been burgled another 3 times, a tree fell on top of my garage and crushed the roof -I couldnt remove it , as the burglars stole my chainsaws, I have no money/income as the UK government is slowly crushing the people and stopping everything , they then sent me a bill for £12000! to be paid immediately, as, I had no income (from them) so they wanted to know why I wasnt paying them back (financial cock up I have been paying for for nearly 5 years already), Ive had to help set up an ex military charity after a few of the boys topped themselves, a mate, one of the other organisers, collapsed with heart pains and was rushed into hospital the night before last, was released night, I might have to go and baby sit him today if his mrs goes to work, and I am a bit fried, have no internet (or heating - or a kitchen sink even! at home) and so, stayed in this old factory last night where I set up the previous charity to help people, found some extra old clothes and then WOO HOO an old sleeping bag and just stayed here until stupid oclock staring at this glass panel and text, instead of dealing with my world and its woes …and I could go on and on… so! your not alone
I too am up all hours, under the delusion that I am getting stuff done
The difference is, your being clever and creative with your angst
I’m merely consuming and …creating nothing!
but I am now inspired, I might just have to try foundation because of you 3
and don’t eat all your videos back up at once,
SEE? your not alone.
You might just get indigestion!
Please, mum, PLEAAAASE! can I have just five more minutes on your video channel…pleaaase